On the 20th we were given Finn's diagnosis of epilepsy with significant delays. She started her 1st anti-seizure medication on Thursday the 21st.
Someday maybe that won't strike ominous tones in my head...someday. Today is not that day.
I have managed to keep making desserts...however insignificant that now seems and we have had cake with lemon filling and lemon buttercream frosting along with homemade apple butter and apple crisp.
Our house smells wonderfully like fall
and
while I enjoy it
the tang has been taken off, you know
my baby is on medicine to help her brain
her damaged brain
that has left her delayed
apple crisp just isn't as exciting
yup, hard to attempt to have "life go on" when you feel like you are just holding your breath waiting for your baby to be cured. it's a balancing act between regular life and epilepsy life.
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